WELCOME TO MY LIVEJOURNAL

in support of NATIONAL LIVEJOURNAL AWARENESS WEEK i am going to turn this blog post into a list of things that i did today. are you on the edge of your seat? if not, get there.

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woke up on a pull-out couch in my parents' basement at 8:00AM

ate a special 100 calorie english muffin that my mother probably bought

downed several mugs of coffee

took a shower and applied some makeup and put some decent clothes on

drove 40 minutes to banana republic factory store for work

occupied the fitting room for 6.5 hours, took it upon myself to use the portable scanner to make sure various 'on sale' merchandise was priced correctly, most of it wasn't so i priced them correctly, felt as if i was fixing a small mistake each time i re-stickered a mispriced tag. it either felt like small-scale satisfaction or small-scale punishment, i couldn't really differentiate. either way, it gave me something to do with my hands.

drove 40 minutes to my parents' house listening to grunge music

called one of the student loan companies. after i give the loan man the information he asked for (personal income, how many other federal/bank loans i have and the amounts owed) he put me on hold, then told me i am eligible to pay a monthly bill of zero dollars. this made me relieved. this made me depressed.

my mother yelled at me about having $200 in my bank account. she yelled at me about it yesterday. she yelled at me about in monday too, come to think of it.

yelled back at her and then went downstairs and took a xanax

pet my cat

ate a sugarfree jello cup that my mother probably bought

ate a piece of dark chocolate

have to wake up at 3AM to go to work tomorrow so i am going to sleep now because i am planning on taking some vyvance and just staying up through the night for the same shift on friday

i think i really need to leave this country